Album Track — This Long Broken Road
Reason Why
Sadie McCoy — September 3, 2025
The Story Behind the Song
This song carries the weight of fifteen years I spent as a 911 dispatcher. It's written from the perspective of an operator (me) who answered hundreds of calls that ended this way — with grief, loss, and silence on the other end of the line. Too often, both I and the caller were powerless to do anything more than wait for help to arrive. I didn't write Reason Why as a dramatization. I wrote it as a testimony — to capture the echoes of voices I still hear. It's my attempt to give shape to that helplessness, and in doing so, honor the countless people who've cried out for help in their final moments.
Also Performed By
This Long Broken Road is released in multiple performer editions, each with its own real performance — durations differ by artist, not just persona.
| Edition | Duration | ISRC |
|---|---|---|
| This Long Broken Road | 04:13 | QT65W2535590 |
| This Long Broken Road: His | 04:12 | — |
| This Long Broken Road: R&B Edition | 04:03 | — |
Listen
Streaming links below are for the full This Long Broken Road: Hers edition — individual song previews aren't split out by the catalog.
Lyrics
Sadie McCoy's own lyric delivery can vary slightly from Brian Kittrell's original — a dedicated transcript for this edition isn't published yet. See the Brian Kittrell performance for his published lyrics.